I dropped a few hundred dollars this weekend, and I am absolutely confused as to what.
"Twenty dollars here and eighty dollars here adds up, Candace" "Shut up, was I speaking to you?"
Ugh - family and friends, I'm sorry for my bad attitude this weekend. Entirely uncalled for, and the basis of it can only be three options.
A. I'm actually genuinely upset that Daniel has a new girlfriend, but continues to text me saying he loves me and misses me in bed. What? Foolish. And then I think "Damn, he better not have been talking to women like that when we were together"... Oh, the mind wanders and not into a happy place.
B. My hair is now reddish - I feel like it looks God awful and I wanted to grab my hair and yank. However, my mother assured me that it's actually "quite cute" and "suits me". Argh. I'll get you guys be the judge once I locate my camera cord.
OR C. I got blown off - horribly. And the friendship thing is ultimately one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. It's like asking me to stare at a room of kittens, but not touch. Ridiculous.
Please change your mind, sir.
I'm an iconic creation.
My mother even says so.
09 February 2009 @ 07:33 am
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05 July 2007 @ 08:08 pm


Our summer; We lounge and eat popsicles.
I'm the happiest I've ever been, and I still refuse to smile in pictures.
I don't even pretend to understand myself.
But this is the ACTUAL color my hair has turned out, I'm quite the fan when I'm not in the sun, apparently.
Today, I over slept and drank way too much cream soda.
Tomorrow, I will love my girlfriends with all of my heart, even if they make dumb decisions I don't agree with and have abusive boyfriends.
Saturday, boyfriend day. Smoosh smoosh. I crave this boy twenty four - seven. Good / Bad? I don't know!
Sunday, poker night with the guys. Kyle and J Dawg are my life. I will win and come home a minimum of two hundred dollars richer.
I need my Ebay fix, tell me what to purchase.
Current Mood:
hyper
03 July 2007 @ 02:39 pm

My hair looks DIRTY BLONDE in the sun, how unattractive and lame.
Like this picture. I fail to be photogenic in any sense anymore. I'm far too tired constantly.
Back to the hair jazz, I am thoroughly displeased (?!?! ANGRY FACEEE!) and I will dye it a shade darker soon.
3.4 seconds after this picture, the fuzziest bumblebee EVER swooped in and I ran for cover!
It is nice to know people who can make you smile ear to ear and laugh without even trying to.
They just me put in such a good mood and I want to mush them to death! Kind of like boyfriend and his cute nose.
I am starting to sound sick, in the sense that I wake up I sound like a dinosaur.
Oh noes! RAR RAR RAR.
But by mid-morning I feel energized and up to par.
It's weird, and very unhelpful. Do I GO to the doctor or do I NOT?
You're laughing at me, not with me; got it!
I have so many things I'm suppose to do this afternoon,
but I am the queen of procrastination and I take my title very seriously!
So I will continue to frolic in my bedsheets..stretch, yawn and moan because my boyfriend is hot shit.
Current Mood:
lazy
19 June 2007 @ 10:18 pm
ATTN: Shitty quality.
But half of you bitches don't quit messaging me asking for hurr pictures.
And we all know I'm incapable of seriously cute pictures.
So I leave you with stupid faces.

But half of you bitches don't quit messaging me asking for hurr pictures.
And we all know I'm incapable of seriously cute pictures.
So I leave you with stupid faces.

Current Mood: accomplished
19 June 2007 @ 01:52 am
I'll have pictures of my hurr tomorrow, try to be excited or something.
I've been wishing my friends could learn from my mistakes, I make enough of them.
But I think you need to learn things out on your own in order to change the path you're going down. I know I did.
Oh, and I have some juicy details for a little more 'life insight'. But we'll leave that for a later date.
Mel, I hope your wedding was amazing! I love you.
I've been wishing my friends could learn from my mistakes, I make enough of them.
But I think you need to learn things out on your own in order to change the path you're going down. I know I did.
Oh, and I have some juicy details for a little more 'life insight'. But we'll leave that for a later date.
Mel, I hope your wedding was amazing! I love you.
Current Mood:
groggy
14 June 2007 @ 03:31 am
I use to write so much, and I don't even know what to type anymore.
There is so much going on inside my head I cannot even begin to put it into words.
It seems like everything is going on too fast, and I cannot catch up enough to know what exactly is going on.
Does that make sense?
(This is not boyfriend related - for once.)
I need to work with time, instead of against it. That's my greatest downfall.
I've come to a grand conclusion that drama doesn't follow me.
It rides on my back.
And I let it. Good/Bad? I don't know.
I'd rather laugh than cry, and I've been doing a lot of laughing.
HAR HAR HAR, Bitch! HAR HAR HAR!
This isn't meant to be a 'deep livejournal' post, so there is NO deeper meaning than what I'm saying.
Or maybe there is, and I refuse to see it.
Life will go on, with or without me 'on board'. Let's just smile and nod, kids.
There is so much going on inside my head I cannot even begin to put it into words.
It seems like everything is going on too fast, and I cannot catch up enough to know what exactly is going on.
Does that make sense?
(This is not boyfriend related - for once.)
I need to work with time, instead of against it. That's my greatest downfall.
I've come to a grand conclusion that drama doesn't follow me.
It rides on my back.
And I let it. Good/Bad? I don't know.
I'd rather laugh than cry, and I've been doing a lot of laughing.
HAR HAR HAR, Bitch! HAR HAR HAR!
This isn't meant to be a 'deep livejournal' post, so there is NO deeper meaning than what I'm saying.
Or maybe there is, and I refuse to see it.
Life will go on, with or without me 'on board'. Let's just smile and nod, kids.
Current Mood:
loved
11 June 2007 @ 07:29 am
It's about time I ventured into some uncharted and dangerous territory.
To give my life "edge", and what not.
Stay tuned for this subject matter!
Baby, I hope my little weiner had a good birthday!
I love you. I love your stupid face. I love your family. AAAnd I definately love that you thought of me when seeing a store filled with Hello Kitty.
I have nothing of any substance to say, truly.
So I'm going to throw down a load of pictures sometime this week.
Perhaps once I dye my hair so I can flaunt that shit! Holla.
To give my life "edge", and what not.
Stay tuned for this subject matter!
Baby, I hope my little weiner had a good birthday!
I love you. I love your stupid face. I love your family. AAAnd I definately love that you thought of me when seeing a store filled with Hello Kitty.
I have nothing of any substance to say, truly.
So I'm going to throw down a load of pictures sometime this week.
Perhaps once I dye my hair so I can flaunt that shit! Holla.
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Watching PotC AWE

