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Candace
14 June 2007 @ 03:31 am
I use to write so much, and I don't even know what to type anymore.
There is so much going on inside my head I cannot even begin to put it into words.
It seems like everything is going on too fast, and I cannot catch up enough to know what exactly is going on.
Does that make sense?
(This is not boyfriend related - for once.)
I need to work with time, instead of against it. That's my greatest downfall.

I've come to a grand conclusion that drama doesn't follow me.
It rides on my back.
And I let it. Good/Bad? I don't know.
I'd rather laugh than cry, and I've been doing a lot of laughing.
HAR HAR HAR, Bitch! HAR HAR HAR!

This isn't meant to be a 'deep livejournal' post, so there is NO deeper meaning than what I'm saying.
Or maybe there is, and I refuse to see it.
Life will go on, with or without me 'on board'. Let's just smile and nod, kids.

 
 
Current Mood: loved
 
 
Candace
07 June 2007 @ 04:07 am
At this point, it will be a lot easier to stay awake than it is to sleep.
Am I right or am I right? I'm right, duhr!

I've come to a grand conclusion that nothing in my life is permanent.
Do not take this as a "he broke my heart " post, my relationship - for the first time in years - is very much stable.
We're actually on a month and a half. HOW RIDONCULOUS IS THAT SHIT!?
Anyways. The only thing that has stayed the same is my constant bitching about the weather.
When it's cold, it's too cold. When it's hot, it's too hot. There is never a happy medium and it makes me very sadface.

I think I am going through some kind of "mid life" crisis, or something in that ridiculous sense.
I don't know what I want, but on the other hand, I do.. etc etc and so on.
I think it's time to focus on myself, especially school and my education and what not.
I need to meet new people, but I'm also sick of people.
This is bad. But a big hip-hip-horrrraaayy for being human and sucking at managing my own life in a classy manner!


I truly do not know how my cat got so incredibly beautiful.

P.S. My boyfriend's birthday is on the tenth. He's going to be happy with his presents, I do believe.
Curiosity will eventually grab you and you WILL check this and see how much I care.
I know it.
 
 
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Current Music: Fidelity - Regina Spektor
 
 
 
 

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